Monday, November 12, 2018

JUVERIA I MISS YOU
























Juveria,

Technically I am not very good at writing skills, in fact, I used to get very low grades in my writing tests.

I still remember the day when we spoke for first time; it was a weekend Sat, Jul 29, 2011 at 6:22 PM.

I may not be able to put in words, how I felt, when I spoke to you for very first time, it was like a storm trough my heart all night long.

Then came a day when you sent me your first picture, when I saw you for very first time, I felt like an plane on a runway, my heart skipped its pulse and began to act like a drum.

Phir toh wahi hona tha, I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you, now how much you mean to me. I could hardly understand what I feel for you, knowing how to endure those long sleepless nights just thinking only of you.

Crazily I used to keep checking your what's app DP's and stories, I used to keep reading our text conversations which yes ignited the desire to be with you, to be around you.

I began to realize, I was never like this before, I was feeling like there is something new happening with me since the day you stepped in my life.

I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you, I was planning to tell you everything, but we had great misunderstanding which created a rift between us.

May be for you it is just like an any other day, but when you got away from me, it actually made me realize what those little conversation with you meant to me.

I cannot put in words how I felt when you blocked me over messenger. Those intense feelings will never go away.

Believe me Juveria, Everyday & Every Night Every day; I prayed that you will come into my life again.

Every time I see you, every corner of my heart made me realized, you are beautiful and I can't help but fall for you deeper every day.

I swear Juveria, you surged in my heart and blood & it is so difficult to live without you baby.
I do not know how to express or analyze the conflicting one sided emotions but I never thought of changing you, I have accepted you the way you are, kiyuki You have the greatest soul, the noblest nature, the sweetest, most loving heart I have ever known, and my love, my reverence, my admiration for you, you have increased in one evening.

You are already more wonderful, lovely and beautiful in my sight but Juveria, I really have a desire to love you not for your beautiful face or dreamy eyes but I want to love you for who you are
I want to be with you in this dying world and never ending life in Jannah.

Sweetheart, My Queen, My Love for you is beyond expressions.

All I want to say you today is "I Love You Juveria" & I want to "Marry You"

Happy to fall in love with you & “All I Know Is, I Am Lost without You"




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JUVERIA I MISS YOU